Returning to Human Design

When I was in my “fuck Human Design” era, I deleted all of my old blog posts from this website. I needed to at the time as part of my healing process. I am a third line after all, who is constantly yearning for a clean slate. I didn’t relate to that version of myself anymore — the “radical,” “source-material-only” version — so I tried to eviscerate her altogether.

I do have some regrets. There was some good shit in there. But I was hasty. I wanted to close the chapter like blocking your ex on social media; final, deliberate. I genuinely thought I was done with this system forever.

But here I am. Back at it, with a completely new relationship to this system which would make my old self roll over in her grave.

I am bridging Human Design with energetics.

I am committing Human Design blasphemy, I know.

But I don’t care.

I am no longer the girl who parrots everything that “Ra said.”

I no longer believe in a “correct” or an “incorrect” way to do Human Design.

I believe there is only your way. Maybe this is why they say it takes 7 years to decondition; it took me 7 years to finally come to this conclusion. To finally begin my own journey with this information.

I feel like I am finally meeting it as myself. Nothing to prove, no “rules” I am dogmatically abiding by or trying to uphold.

Just my own understanding of this system, filtered through my own unique lens.

I am a rule breaker. I am a rebel. I am an anarchist. And that is exactly what I have done with Human Design.

Some people will resonate with my message, some people won’t . That is okay. I am not for everyone.

The last year, I have dived deep into energy work. Into manifestation, Law of Attraction, and Reality Transurfing. It has fundamentally shifted my relationship to life itself.

I now believe we are powerful creators of our own reality.

I believe we have agency and choice.

Whilst on the surface, this seems fundamentally opposed to what is taught in Human Design, I don’t think it is.

I actually think the central tenet of Human Design is learning how to become your own authority. How to decide the rules of your own reality, rather than subjugate yourself to conditioning which tells you who you should be, what you should do.

No one knows what you “should” do with your life. You have to take responsibility. You have to reclaim ownership over the right to choose that for yourself.

Human Design provides a roadmap and a framework to explain what makes you different from everybody else, a way to logically catalogue uniqueness.

But it’s just the starting point. It’s the map, not the territory.

Yet, when we understand who we are, when we truly get into alignment with our innate frequency —

Everything shifts. You are given the keys to wake up within “the movie.”  

Energetics is about how to manipulate the Maia — your experience of the Maia. When you understand energy, when you understand that reality is just an illusion you project and make up, you get to take back the wheel. You stop being a victim where life happens “to” you. Instead, you realize your inherent power as an aspect of universal consciousness who has free will — you have a magic wand at your fingertips, ready to be used the moment you learn how to wield it.

It is pure magic.

And I believe as souls who incarnated into physical bodies and into this material reality, life is meant to feel magical. The miracle of being alive should never be taken for granted. The ability to sense and feel and experience the world through these vehicles (our body) is incredible.

It’s just the mind which needs some assistance in seeing this truth through clear eyes.

The mind is the only thing which ever needs to be healed.

Your dominant thoughts and beliefs are what color your reality.

When you change these things, your reality shifts along with it.

So here I am. Back to the beginning with Human Design but also some place which feels completely new.

This is my own interpretation of this system. Mixed with other practical tools and perspectives I have adopted along the way. I do not claim to be “right” about everything. I do not claim this to be the only way. This is just what I have validated to be true from my experience. Take it or leave it. Or come along for the ride. ✮ ⋆ ˚。𖦹 ⋆。° ✩